Ready For Sydney???...NOOOO

dang!!!!

im off to sydney insyaAllah next month

tapi....

satu ape pon x ready lagi

eer...i mean except for the visa yadayada tu siap ar

and ak tringin gak nk tengok result first sem kat ukm aritu

eer...ak tau ak flunk tp sj je nak tau how i did hehe

ak plak skarang ni da sengkek gils dow

mcm nak beli byk bende tp broke gle...hadoiiiii

at the same time,

eer ak agak cuak ar sbb nnt ak fly alone~~~waaaaa

harap2 cousin siti yg x dikenali tu masuk unsw same ngan ak...bley la fly skali

mudah-mudahan~~~insyaAllah

summer clothes x beli lg...

haishhhhhhhhh

bile masa nk beli, ak pon tatau

books??? dang!!! camne la ak nk bwk semua buku2 ak...

da la semua penting for me!!!

eer...memandangkan ak ZERO knowledge utk account,

ak agak cuak ar...i mean camne la ak nk catch up

mudah-mudahan boleh la~~~insyaAllah

statistics...hoishhhh ni percubaan kedua...ak kena work hard!!!

last time kantoi gils...kata2 pedas dr lecturer xkan ak lupa

insyaAllah ak akan cuba much better this time

doakan ak yer peeps

AMIN.....

Lesson Learnt!!!

Today I've Learnt A Lesson Which Forever Will Be Remembered...

i thought i knew this person so well

but as time flies, i realize i know nothing about that person

its like i dont even know that person anymore

i mean, where is that funny+crazy+cheesy+shy+sweet person i spent time with back then?
lost in translation?...no, i dont think so!

i guess somewhere in between thin air, that person changed

and even though we still have fun when we're together, its not the same anymore

we used to talk about music and things that insipire us

we shared mirth and tears

and the O.C happens to be one of the most talked about
one thing for sure is...now, we stop to care

i tried to act fine but...

of course, the pain is just too real

but instead of dealing with it, WE pretend like nothing happened

i guess thats what make US sooo unique years back

we deal with issues in silent hoping that neither one of us talk about it

chances that we'll bump into each other soon...is soooo high that it scares me

memories of yesterday will be in a bucket full of remembrance

whatever happens in the future lets just rock it!

i will always remember u as the best 'seth cohen' that anyone could have ever been

but just like the tv series, its our turn to call it an end

life sucks,

we move on but the past will be cherished! =)

LONG LIVE CAPTAIN OATES & PRINCESS SPARKLES~~~weee

those were the days!!!

and im proud to say...BEEN THERE DONE THAT!!!~~~

the O.C will always stay at heart =p

Kisah Si Jambu & Si Durian

kihkihkih kisahnya bermula begini...

ada satu hari beberapa bulan yang lalu...

ak dan rakan baikku shandra decide la utk lepak kat pusan...

dengan malasnya ak pon bangun la awal sbb kkm nak ke pusan jauh tu...lain la shandra yg dok kat ibrahim yaakob...dekat

setibanya d sana kami pon makan la kat cafe kat pusan tu...dalam pukul 11 camtu ar...

nak dijadikan cita, masa km tgh makan...kami terpandang sorang mamat ni yang boleh tahan sial ar tahap kekacakkannya [dlm erti kata lain...boleh drool la upon seeing him hahaha]

sbb x tahan pny pasal ak pon apa lagi...slow talk ngan shandra dan akhirnya kami decide utk tangkap curi gambar that guy tgh makan...haha

*utk pengetahuan ramai, ak rasa agak bongok la bila memikirkan kembali situasi tu* ahahaha

pastu xpa la...ak & shandra pon tido x lena memikirkan laki tu...

kami asyik tertanya2 wujud ke mamat sehensem tu kat ukm kihkihkih

beberapa bulan kemudian...[semalam to be exact]

ak pon teringat balik kat laki tu...

kebetulan ternampak dia baru turun dr bas masa ak odw nak blk kolej dari ktams...

ak pon apa lagi...gila bayang ar jadinya hehe

balik bilik ak terus cita kat roomate ak si ally tu

pastu xpe la...kami pon browse la pasal laki tu kat fb...[stalker style hehe]

sekali jumpa!!! jeng jeng jeng...apa yang berlaku seterusnya...

well.........................

setelah roomate ak meneliti page laki tu....kami dapati dia adalah 'patah' eer dalam erti kata lain...dia lelaki lembut...bukan lembut tahap sikit...ni tahap baekkkkkkk pny kihkihkih...

dah la sebelum tu ak berlagak kat roomate ak...dia ckp kat ak yg taste ak jambu2...pastu ak dgn bangganya kata...oh well jambu itu menawan kihkihkih...

roomate ak plak dgn confidentnya berkata ak xmau jambu2...dia prefer durian...ak gelak besar la kat dia hehe...
tgk2 ak bkn minat takat yg jambu je tp da sampai tahap buah apa tah...maluuuuuuu ak hahaha

the moral of the story is looks can be deceiving!!! hahaha...

Lazy Bum Alert *woot woot*

Im sooooooooo lazy...i can't begin to explain!!! shoooooot
Macroecon exam in 2 days!!!
Help!!! help!!! help!!!
Darn!!! i miss the old days where i really DO read books and revise....aiyoooo
I think i've lost my touch ar....
This means....my november n december will be filled with intensive classes :( :( :(
Oh and taylor swift's song forever and always is haunting my mind...
Help!!! help!!! help!!!
Nitez world....im off to bed

xoxo,
gossip girl

Heels Over Head

A guy changed the way i view the world...
And for that, i couldn't thank him enough...
But, i don't think he will ever know that...
And I, myself don't even wanna tell him...
I used to like him soooo much back then that come to think about it, i feel sooo stupid...
I still remember calling my bestie...
Building castle in the air about some wacky fantasy with the guy...haha
But hey, i was young and stupid and in love [eer i guess so]...
If i could, i would have told him that the person i've become today...
It starts from wanting to be as good as him...
And Alhamdulillah i think i've managed to do that...[i mean for time being] ;)
Even when it comes to who i wanna date...
He changed my perspective as well...
Sorry but there's no way i'm gonna spill the whole story haha...
Basically I'M HEELS OVER HEAD haha
Thank you, U [i don't think you know who u are] hehe
Thanks for the memories ;)
I'm not crushing anymore...
I now, wanna be a better person...
And i don't wanna feel stupid about my crushes anymore...
I mean, u can only be stupid once...
After that, u learn to get up on your own two feet and you start walking again...
Stronger than ever...

xoxo,
gossip girl ;p

The Lost Rebitz

I heard a saying that goes something like this...life is a climb but the view is great [ok fine!!! i saw it in hannah montana the movie hahaha]...anyway, i used to think those witty words are full of crap and not practical but now I am beginning to see that its definitely something!!! hmmm...

I'm seconds away from moving to sydney but somehow i feel the urge to sit for my final exam and spend my time with my friends over here [eer i got scolded heaps by francis for doing this coz he thinks i should start shopping now]...I just wanna challenge myself and why can't other people see that...learning is a life long process where it's like a cat that follows you from birthdays to death days so why should i quit uni now when i can still gain knowledge which will deff benefit me in the future???

But..........when it comes to preparation to sit for my finals....eer oh well the best word to describe it is...I'M HANGING IN THERE hehe...oh i need endorphins so bad ;) happy hormones come here u!!! ;p

To note, this is my first blog!!! n my freaking first time blogging!!! I think I'm gonna faint [oooops can't help being dramatic...i mean hello this is a pretty big deal for me coz i just don't do blog...i don't!!!heeeee but I did ;) me thinks me deserve a pat on my back~~~ngeee syabas betey haha

It's late already....so....good nite world :)

-i've attached pics of some of the peeps who have paint my life with

beautiful pictures for the past 6 months xoxo